“When I go up to Heaven, will God just pull-up a chair for me or will He need to build a bigger table?” This is the question that my son asked me from the backseat of our car one hot summer afternoon. I was not only struck by the beauty of his child-like faith, but also by this image of hospitality.
You see, I love the whole idea of hospitality. I am a sucker for the Hallmark commercials around the holidays, the ones showing loved ones laughing and sharing home-cooked meals around a large candle-lit table or thoughtfully exchanging gifts in front of a warm, cozy fireplace. This ideal portrait lingering in the back of my mind, I tend to fall short in the area of hospitality.
While I cherish my friends and family, I find myself thinking about how nice it would be to invite them into our home more often; yet, I rarely get around to making it happen. I want to create that Hallmark moment, not only for myself, but for those who enter my home, and this very yearning is one of the big reasons why I shy away from the inviting. Because my life can be messy, my children are not always easy-going and sociable, and I possess an innate craving for quiet and calm to recharge, I know that realistically, I cannot measure-up to my own expectations of hospitality.
Acknowledging my own shortcomings, I keep coming back to the image of God pulling-up a chair for me at His table. I can bet He would be much less concerned with creating the perfect ambience and more focused on letting me know that I am loved and welcome at His table. As I approach this season of Thanksgiving and the days that follow, I am challenged to relinquish my ideas of perfection in order to make more room for those He brings into my life. When given the opportunity, may I always choose to build a bigger table or pull-up another chair!
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November 10, 2011 at 8:43 pm
Moonyeen Rideout
Thank you for being so real……..yes, trying to create the perfect scene of hospitality sometimes does cancel out a spontanteous, welcoming experience. I wrestle with those kind of expectations, too. Praise God that he always pulls up a chair to his holy table for imperfect us, and showers us with his grace and mercy. Shalom!
November 11, 2011 at 1:27 am
kristinblankenship
Thanks, Mom! And, yes, what a blessing that God always makes time and room for us at His table!
November 10, 2011 at 9:02 pm
adailyportion
Beautiful Kristin!
November 11, 2011 at 1:27 am
kristinblankenship
Thanks, Missy!